Help josh lewis help himself and the world

Hi my names Josh Lewis and I'm struggling in life with health problems and want to relocate to the country to live a more healthy lifestyle. If you could help me I would pay it forward to help others in need. I'm not really sure how much it would all cost so I'm just putting a random number on it. I believe there is a better way for us all to live and I just need the time and space to work it all out. I haven't had time to write a more descriptive message at this point but hopefully I can update as I go. Do you be live in God cause I do so if you wanna support a positive movement here's your chance. Thanks. Josh lewis