Being married was something I never thought would happen for me. Not because I couldnt find the right person but because for most of my life it hadn't been legal.... I'm gay. Now that I am free to marry the love of my life and go on my dream honeymoon I cant afford it. I have Stage III pancreatic cancer that has metastasized to my liver and bones. I just completed an immunotherapy clinical trial that helped we doctors and researchers learn valuable knowledge that will surely cure this disease one day but was not unsuccessful for me. I made the decision to forego any other treatments so that my final 18 or do months could be a time of joy and memories with my family and friends. The love of my life, who has been there with me since the diagnosis a year and a half ago asked me to marry him and I said yes! I have spent a lifetime working for LGBT rights and now we have some! My honeymoon that I have dreamed of taking into travel to the Outterbanks of North Carolina to see the wild horse running on the beach. It sounds silly and nothing like a honeymoon, but for us it will be our time to see magic and the horses running free as they have for hundreds of years . I hope that this reaches people who are willing to help me make this dream my memory. Can you, will you help turn my dream into e a memory?