Paul Speciale - FIBROMYALGIA ILLNESS

I have been diagnosed with FIBROMYALGIA I had never heard of it before but It is a crippling illness that attacks your immune system and I get a bad "brain fog" kind of like dimentia and cannot process the normal things that I used to be able to do.
The best way I can describe it is like someone has taken out my hard drive but they have left the memory card in,I can remember everything that I used to do but without the hard drive I cannot piece together the simple things I used to be able to do.
It has made me unable to function and I have not been able to work for the last 18months.
My wife has left me and taken our three little children Noah aged 10 who has autism, Fletcher aged 7 and my little Princess Faith who turns 6 tomorrow ???? I have not seen or even heard my kids voices in over 10 weeks.
I have been left in the family home which I bought 10 years ago which was meant to be for my wife and for our kids to grow up in and be their house for ever or as long as they wanted to stay at home.
I have been bed-ridden for the last 6 days and I cannot afford to even book an appointment with my psychiatrist to get my renewals for my medication.
Bills have been coming in from every direction and it is only a number of days left until the gas will be cut off,the water will be cut off and also electricity.
I am on final notices with these services plus many more bills are close to this stage also.
My house was broken into about 6 weeks ago and the person stole my mobile phone my car keys also my house keys, the stereo
out of my car,a rely expensive watch my wife bought me for an anniversary present plus many more items.
This was because I had advertised a few items for sale on Facebook marketplace just to try and get some money to pay towards these bills.
A man who bought a second mobile phone I had and no longer needed asked me why I seemed so down and I "not thinking" told him how my world has fallen apart and how my wife had just left me at the time. He obviously saw an easy target and came back at around 4am and got in through one of my son's bedroom windows and stole everything that was important to me or I desperately needed like my main personal phone a Samsung S22 ultra which had my whole life on there.
I found out it was him as I watched a backup file from my security camera which he didn't find and clearly saw him pulling in my driveway after 4 am and going around the side of my house where my son's windows to their bedrooms were.
My life has been staying inside my home unable to afford to even buy food the last few days,I have two cats that are here with me and I am unable now to even buy food for them.
My wife took our children unexpectedly and I am now needing to go to court to try and fight for any rights to be able to see my kids again.
It is my daughter's 6th birthday on Friday the 30th of September and I am not allowed to even see her due to my wife putting a VRO on me not because I am violent but because I have called her phone multiple times and left messages wondering what is happening with my children and when can I see them next.
The last time I spoke to her before this VRO she said she feels uncomfortable living at her parents house with the kids in one room together and she leaves her phone on the bench in the kitchen and can hear it vibrate and doesn't know if it is a message from me or a phone call,she then said she lays there so night wondering what It might say and gets aneiexty thinking maybe I'm saying that I'm coming to get the kids or something like that, which I can understand.
So she is put a VRO on me that way I am not allowed to call her phone or even ask anyone else to contact her regarding the situation with our children.
I didn't even get invited to my eldest son's 10th birthday party at my in laws house ?
No phone call or even a message for my 40th Birthday 3 weeks later and not a whisper from anyone on Father's day even though she knows my dad died from. A rare heart illness when I was young.
So on Father's Day I sat at home with all the memories around me and looking at everyones happy comments about their Dads on Facebook ?
I am unwell and I cannot afford to even buy food or to make an appointment with my long-term psychiatrist to ask for my renewals of my medication.
Without this medication I am unable to function and have not been able to leave my house in over a week now plus I have no food left in the cupboard or in my fridge.
Please help me I wonder everyday why am I still here when I know that my now ex-wife doesn't want me to have anything to do with her or my children ever again.
I am desperately reaching out as the last resort on here to try and raise enough money just to cover my bills and keep the family home for my kids and also so I can make an appointment to see my psychiatrist so I can be placed back on my normal medication which gives me a chance of being active enough to function and not be bed-ridden while my world falls apart around me????