Monthly Bills for coping with Manic Depression

I have been diagnosed with Manic Depressive recently and I have had it since I was young. I am struggling to cope and find a job as I have very little will. This is a last resort for me as I never asked help from anyone but I am in dire need of it. I hope with any amount I get i will be able to slowly get back up and start getting my medication from the hospital to cope. Thank you as any amount will help me